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[Feb. 20th, 2009|12:06 pm] |
i'm getting stuck at 7-8lb weight loss. i can't seem to get farther. i want it to be spring so i can buy a bike.
i'm hopefully getting a car within the next 2 weeks. 91 plymouth sundance all i have to do is get the fuel pump fixed. 400 buckerooos :)
which means i bought an xbox and a car with my taxes, I WIN!
i've been listening to a lot of lily allen (LOVE HER!) and hanson lately. which is funny bc thats the complete opposite side of the spectrum to disturbed, which i'm going to see tomorrow. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2009|01:06 pm] |
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| | demon hunter- i play dead | ] | 7lbs!!!! |
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| cross posted from myspace. 25 random things about me. |
[Jan. 25th, 2009|02:50 am] |
1. i'm the strangest combination of insecure and cocky. 2. i wish i remembered my mom more. 3. i wish i didn't have a terrible memory in general, i seriously have to read books several times to even remotely remember what happened. 4. i feel naked without black eyeliner, i figure this is from my punk rock stage grade 10-? 5. i'm one of the few people who can remain friends with exes, like really be friends not just say you are. 6. i've seen more bands live than i can list. 7. i want more tattoos than i have skin. 8. i sometimes take a picture of myself before i leave the house to make sure i don't look fug. seriously don't trust mirrors. 9. i talk in my sleep about weird things. 10. belly button is the worst smell in the world. 11. i can't fall asleep before 1am without medicine. 12. i love playing video games but get violently frustrated when i get stuck. 13. i hate driving. i once left a go kart ride crying bc i hate it so much. 14. i used to want to be a marine biologist or mariah carey when i grew up. 15. i have god awful handwritting. 16. i blush easily. 17. when i was a baby i ate a tick bc i thought it was a raisin. 18. i'm missing a chunk of my right hands middle finger. 19. i have a big heart shaped birthmark on my left leg that i used to hate so much when i was little i would take my moms foundation and (attempt) cover it up before going out in shorts. i like it know. 20. i found a kitten with 3 legs with my friend in middle school and gave it to my brother for his birthday. 21. when i was in elementary school i desperately wanted to be a black girl. they had such cooler hair styles and could sing better than me. 22. i'm constantly daydreaming. 23. my barbies had soap opera-esque story lines, murder, sex and drugs. i blame moms shows. 24. i'm in love with the male version of me. we're freakishly alike on so many levels. 25. i miss and love my friends wayyyy too much and i want them constantly with me..all at the same time. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2009|12:24 pm] |
wii fit has already helped me loose 4lbs. now i'm incorporating slimfast shakes, special k cereal and other healthy foods. i think the goal i have set on my wii is 20lbs by april so i've got about 15 or so lbs to go. i've worked out everyday for at least 30 minutes since i bought it 3 weeks ago. i had to buy a yoga mat for the running though bc we have concrete underneath our carpet and it was killing my knees. which speaking on running, i can still run a mile and a half in 10 minutes!! :) 5 years off the track team and i've still got it lol. we'll see how this little challenge i have for myself goes. i've been pretty optimistic about changing lately so i think its going to go well. |
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[Jan. 19th, 2009|04:33 am] |
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| | demon hunter- my heart strings come undone. | ] | i've been pretty depressed lately. i'm getting to this point in my life where i know and want to DO SOMETHING. but every place i apply at doesn't work out. i don't wanna work at walmart for the rest of my life (but considering i'm about a minute away from being fired i guess i don't have to worry about that too much). i just wanna work somewhere applicable to my life, make some money and move the fuck away.
i'm so tired of people lecturing me about this shit as well. CLEARLY i didn't plan on graduating from college just to work in retail. SO FUCK OFF!!!!!!
on the up side though i have lost 5 pounds. thank you wii fit. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2008|01:44 am] |
hi ting xmas was the illest night ever. aka the night of 1000 sweaters aka the night maybe became yes
the redbull cola tastes like the 11 year old pepsi and adrienne has the most rad radical metal voice of all time. |
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| to make this fair, i'll use my playlist on me and kevins computer. |
[Dec. 10th, 2008|12:41 pm] |
Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle. Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly. Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING! Step 5: If you like the game, post your own. Step 6: After a week, any songs left, I will add the next line.
1." Yo Serj pass me that lighter"
2. "No turning back now going out full throttle Puffin crazy mad herb with our hands on the bottle."
3. " You've got your hair permed, you've got your red dress on"
4. "Look for us in Cali, East Bay to LA."
5. "Forty detectives this week, forty detectives strong"
6. "If i wrote you a symphony just to say how much you mean to me"
7. "If it was my last day on earth, treat it like my first, go out the way i came in"
8. "I'm Holding On Your Rope Got Me Ten Feet Off The Ground"
9. "Help me if you can,It's just that this, is not the way I'm wired so"
10. " I watched you change, into a fly"
11. "Hold your breath quiet now dont say a word You could run (but) it wont do any good Prayers forsaken when you lose faith inside It's not time to die "
12. "What makes you think that itll all work out in the end. Afraid to feel bad. better off to try and pretend."
13."You Say You've Found Yourself A New Sound The Shit's Loaded And Ready To Go"
14."Yo! Yo Joint after this This right here is crazy I-I feel Big! You-know... Not-not "Big" in the sense of weight, you know like gaining weight or...nothing like that but like COLOSSAL you know what I mean? Like *sigh*... "
15. " I remember when all the games began, every single lie and every last goodbye."
16."There is nothing you can do that I have not already done to myself"
17. " I don't need your forgiveness.i don't need your hate. I don't need your acceptance, so what should i do?"
18. "This is our moment, will you stand with me?"
19. "Harvy Oswalds dead and gone, he took the last train out of town."
20. " I see you as you're walkin' as you're walkin' by."
21. "Well sweet little sistas high in hell cheatn on a halo Grind in a odyssey holocaust heart kick on tomorrow"
22. " Hello, i've waited here for you, everlong"
23."Reverend, reverend Is this some conspiracy?"
24. "It's buried deep with in the past, I hope it doesn't last It's something I already chase, I already chase"
25. " I wanna be rich and i want lots money. I don't care about clever i don't care about funny." |
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[Dec. 8th, 2008|04:18 am] |
1. Pick 20 of your favorite movies. 2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie. 3. Post them here for everyone to guess. 4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie. 5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions.
1. "He gives me a reason to live... him and those stank-ass hos." Renata
2."Fuck you!" "No, fuck yourself. You'd get more pussy"
3."If you're gonna stay home today, you can help me shave my armpits" Renata
4." But my cousin Walter jerked off in public once. True story. He was on a plane to New Mexico when all of the sudden the hydraulics went. The plane started spinning around, going out of control, so he decides it's all over and whips it out and starts beating it right there. So all the other passengers take a cue from him and they start whipping it out and beating like mad. So all the passengers are beating off, plummeting to their certain doom, when all of the sudden, snap! The hydraulics kick back in. The plane rights itself and it land safely and everyone puts their pieces or, whatever, you know, away and deboard. No one mentions the phenomenon to anyone else. " " Well, did he cum, or what?" "Jesus *Christ*, man! There's just some things you don't talk about in public! " Ali
5."Quick impression for you: Caw! Caw! Bang! Fuck, I'm dead!" Ali
6, "What the hell do you know... " "I know it's pretty damn weird to eat people."
7."Talk about shooting your load."
8."Though I cannot predict the future, the consequences of this night will reverberate through the halls of both great covens for many years to come." Renata
9. "Well, after this I should think nothing of falling down stairs."
10. "And Milo! I've told you again and again - *please* don't walk on the chickens!"
11."God no, it smells like, like a used diaper... filled with... Indian food. Oh, excuse me" Liz
12 " I have ass-mark too! "
13 "I'm sorry, yo. I don't wanna be the first nigga to die from a crossbow!" Liz
14."So far tonight you've seen me and my dick throw up."
15. "We're talking about you giving hand jobs at three bucks a pop at this redlight up here that's what we're talking about. "
16. "Yeah. It was between that or Muhammed. " Renata
17." Do I look like a cat to you boy? Am I jumpin' around all nimbly bimbly from tree to tree? Am I drinking milk from a saucer? DO YOU SEE ME EATING MICE? " Liz
18," Haven't you ever seen a bra before? " "Not with the BOOB MEAT in it! "
19. " ...we are David and Ruth Laskin. Which one do you want to be? I prefer to be Ruth, but I'm flexible." Andrea
20. "Proper girl in the hat just eye-fucked the shit out of me." Renata |
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| next halloween |
[Nov. 21st, 2008|02:28 am] |


totally gonna be urd. best AMG character!!! |
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[Nov. 20th, 2008|04:01 am] |
please don't shoot me in the face. life is just peachy. |
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| stealing ideas from jess, christmas list. |
[Nov. 15th, 2008|01:54 am] |
| [ | music |
| | killswitch engage | ] |








 a houndstooth coat. some rockabilly clothes, like dresses and shirts. maybe shoes.
 family guy volume 6
 or anything with pin-up girls, robots, unicorns or marine life. |
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| freaks and geeks |
[Nov. 13th, 2008|06:54 pm] |
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i just need to find my big gigantic drum kit. |
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| i've done this a long time ago but i'll do it again |
[Nov. 13th, 2008|12:26 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | nunda | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
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| | weezy. | ] | List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will. 2) Don't say who they are. 3) Never discuss it again
One: I wouldn't be where i am today if it wasn't for you.
Two: I wouldn't be where i am today if it wasn't for you.
Three: When i close my eyes and picture my soulmate, it's you.
Four: I miss you and I wish you took better care of yourself.
Five: I'm sorry i haven't talked to you in a while, it's awkward and i don't want to make things confusing or difficult for you...ever.
Six: I don't like you half as much as you like me.
Seven: I don't know why I hung around so long.
Eight: I'd hit it.
Nine: You always make me smile and you always have my back. I wish i could see you more.
Ten: I worry about you.
yes i realize the first two are the same, but they have different connotations. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2008|12:02 pm] |
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| code red |
[Sep. 11th, 2008|06:11 pm] |
i think it's kind of funny that the worst part about me and kevins relationship is his ex girlfriends. i am getting really fucking annoyed by them and am about 2 seconds away from beating the shit out of one of them. first she came into the bar and told him "if things don't work out with you and your gf give me a call" then the next week she came in again but kevin wasn't working and asked bruno for his number and where we live. thank god bruno lied for both answers. then she came in again looking for him and talked to bruno saying how she was broke. then last night she came banging on brunos door at 3am wanting to hang out, with dudes that looked like they were gonna rob his house. which makes me nervous bc we have a lot of expensive things and i don't need to get robbed. yea i swear to god if this girl shows up either to the bar tonight or to our house. she's gonna get my foot up her ass. i almost feel bad for her bc she can't deal with losing the best man she'll ever find. but then i remember he's mine and that she's a whore. |
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| things i love right now |
[Aug. 12th, 2008|07:01 pm] |

i just started watching the show, i love the bear!


my new phone
sooo cute

walmart fuel |
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| i too am bored, as if that wasn't a given living in nunda |
[Jun. 13th, 2008|04:08 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| | dead poetic | ] | What would you like to say to the last person you kissed? i love him :)
Why is the last reason you cried? i got a little teary eyed at jess's wedding not gonna lie
Where is your cell phone? in front of me
What was the worst mistake of your life? settling for less
Did you like NSYNC or Backstreet Boys? when i was in middle school, justin stole my heart long ago and hasn't given it back since, that sexy piece of man
Where did you sleep last night? in me and kevins bed
What time did you go to sleep last night? 7am
What woke you up today? jeff and ashleys stupid heads fighting
Are you excited for the future? sure
Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say? ask how they found out where i live since i live in the sticks and then give them a hug
Do you secretly like anyone? its not a secret
What is a common thing that happens to you on the weekends? my days are all blurring together
When was the last time someone yelled at you? idk a while ago
Have you ever been given an engagement ring? nope, farthest i got was promise ring but me and kevin are already thinking up sweet ideas for our potential wedding lol
Have you ever tried to break someone else up? no but i've had people leave their gf for me
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? sorta today
Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far? not that i can recall
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating? yup, 8 months in 7 days actually :)
Who was the last person to make you laugh? Kevin
Anything annoying you right now? being unemployed :( and the fact that my replacement ss card hasnt come in the mail yet
Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now? not really
Who has your heart? kevin michael sullivan
Have you ever slapped anyone? yea i drunkenly slapped sebby in the face, and i drunkenly slap drew and jack in the face often
Have you done anything embarrassing lately? duh
Do people make fun about your nationality? no not really
Who's the last person of the opposite sex you hugged? Kevin
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex? usually dark but kevins a blonde
Did you have a dream last night? i dont remember what about, but yesterday my dreams consisted of bryan trying to kill me in a sams club and me making kevin a banana milkshake, with real banana!
Last comment you left someone? i don't remember
Do you have a facebook? Yes
Do you own a polo shirt? no
Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy? nope
Are you excited for summer? its not too bad so far
If it was free and it would work perfectly, would you get plastic surgery? hells yea, lipo my whole body lol
Do you miss anyone? my riverhead loves (especially sam!) and my ad girls
How is your hair right now? dirty and pulled up
Have you ever been called Prince/Princess? by my dad when i was little
What is tomorrow? saturday, i think we might be having a bonfire
Do you wear makeup every day? when im not lazy
How many people do you trust? a good amount
yea i'm stealing the internet again. i spend my days geeking and playing with babies. i've finished 4 books since moving in. i still haven't gotten my security deposit from the house. i'm more than likely gonna end up working at dollar general this summer...lame. kevins drawing me up a billion tatttos. everyone in nunda smokes made weed if anyone is going to warped tour and rockstar mayhem tour at darian lake, let me know :) |
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